[Nik-key]

I wonder if I can start my very first wonder thread…..

I wonder that I have been looking through old posts, what I found was
page after page of love, compassion and unconditional support.

I wonder if I could take a moment to thank each and every one of you here.
You helped me survive thus far, the unbearable loss of my Dad….
You are helping me with the impeding loss of my husband.
I find I am in need of your support still……………
and that I miss it greatly.

I wonder if I can say this community we have found here, the one many
of you have been a part of far longer than me…. Needs all of your wisdom
and loving hearts. Each one of us, plays a roll in what makes this forum
family unique and glorious.

I wonder if I can share that I come here almost every day. I come for support in
trying to survive my dad’s suicide… but I also come because I have come
to care greatly about all of you. One can not share as we have and not form
a bond. I come not only for support on this one topic…SOS….I come for
support on many aspects of my life… I think that is the ultimate compliment
to the success of a forum, that its members feel so loved, they share.

I come not only for support and to support on one subject - suicide.
How awful that would be if the only thing discussed here was that one tragic
thing. I don‘t think I could handle the pain. I come here for release from that
pain as well. I come because I know if and when I need to talk about my
dad…. You will all Be right here for me, as you always have been.

I come, hoping I can show you all, the same love, comfort and support …
You have given me.

I wonder if I have wondered too much.....

Hugs for everyone...

and....