There are so many of us here at NT...from all over the place around the world...

so many different cultures and so many different backgrounds...

yet, a lot of us somehow, ended up here...at this little forum called SOS

most of us don't know what eachother look like....we only have names to go by....

so why is it, that a lot of us keep on coming back here????

why is it that when we see names that we are so used to seeing, we get so excited....

when I get to know someone well and I see their names, I have this feeling of peacefulness, it's as if I was coming home...

that avatar, that moniker chosen, no matter how silly it sounds, like Alffe (reminds me of Mad magazine, LOL) or Doody, makes me wanna say howdy

or twinkletoes makes me think of all the toes jiggling or DMACK, makes me want to do the *smack...

or Addy, makes me want to take out my dusty abacus...LOL
Or Spinach Moss, my dear wife who is stronger than popeye...

or tammiloo that makes me want to visit the John where as feelingoofy...I think about Goofy at Disney world getting felt up by Minnie Mouse. LOL

or Nik-Key who keys the bathroom stalls with her name, "NIK" LOLOL

or BMW, which conjures up an image of a gigantic marshmellow driving 90mph on the highway....

or Koala77 making me want to sing 77 koalas sitting on the wall...

barbo makes me think of Barbara manatee and bizi reminds me I need to get busy...LOL

curious makes me ask more questions and abasaki makes me hungry for sushi and california rolls with warm sake...LOL

ducky makes me wanna go play in the tub with my bath toys (should I admit that in the open? LOL) while Chemar[/b] makes me wanna impersonate administrators.

wren makes me want to fly with her and Av8rgirl makes me want to just be the passenger...

snoozie makes me want to hit that button again so I can slumber while MeBP reminds me of how high the gas prices are...LOL

shelley makes me think of princess toadstool and mario while scrabble makes me want to break out the board games...

coolangel makes me think of devil's cake while DM makes me wanna avoid dust or DUSTING...LOL

and then there are others that may not post as often but had made a couple of appearances yet just as important cause I've been on the receiving end of their kindness and friendship:

Bannet, Wiz, jprinze, Gauze Pad (Gazelle), Becky21 , herekitty, nae nae, SandyC(who makes me sing Oh Sandy...), kalamity_jane makes me wanna go rob a piggy bank..LOL, aarcyn makes me think of arsenic...LOL moosesaurus makes me think of a moose the size of T-REX giving out BEAR HUGS...LOL weezgot5bitz's input is always fun to read
soxmom makes me think about wanting hotdogs and burgers ; taffy who reminds me "now and later" and tkrik makes me realize that I am not alone in my weird thoughts. brokenfriend who isn't truly broken...


then there are the ones that we have truly missed but have came back to visited recently, Kellwants answers, and mistiis who's back with us from another forum, far far away...jadedtonight, we miss the new updates of that baby girl!

and then there are some that we hope will post with us more:

clownie, caliTJ, and hopefully hippiechick will keep on posting with us...

I know I will have missed names, please please do NOT be offended...it is only cause I am old and my memory suck eggs...

and of course there are those that are behind the scenes, perhaps too shy to post but are there praying and thinking positive thoughts in silence, you are truly and greatly deeply appreciated...once in awhile I see "you" thanking somebody's post and it makes me smile....

what I was trying to convey in this post is that how can this forum, just a few colors and a few smileys and on cyber ink, conjure so much warmth when I come visit??

How can this place, that is flat on my puter screen with simple words like "reply" and "new thread" can make me so excited and can't wait to tell somebody how my day went or how sad I was?

why are the these black letters, the names that I associate each person with, why do they just bring me such warm fuzzies???

what binds and bound us together??

What brought us together?

who knows, I am sure it was something divine and/or cosmic and we are all here for some reason...suicide related or not, we've found this place and we are talking and yakking away as if we've know each other for ages...

Why??maybe sometimes, it is JUST because...

and MY because includes all the things positive that I can think of such as love and care and tranquility as well as anger and sadness and suicidal thoughts

but all these balance each other out as I come here, and I read YOUR words or even just FEEL your presence...and it makes my day brighter if it was dark, BRIGHTER if it was already bright...

I feel your pain as well as your laughter and I want to share all that with you...YOU...

And I just wanted to thank you...THANK YOU...

(((((((BIG HUGS))))))))))

PS, well, originally, it was just ONE thought for the day and of course, I ended up hide yakking my own thread and it went to thoughts....I wonder if my mind will ever stop doing that? *sigh...

well, off I go to see the PDOC, I think he'll tell me how crazy I am...

Moi, you are amazing to even remember all of us! It makes me feel like I am stranded at the drive in, branded a fool, what will they say, Monday at school?

ROTFLMAO

Good luck on your appointment today. Your always sending good wishes to Jim and I so we are giving them back today. Hold on to them because we may need them back! haha

Peace out, grease is the word...

Moi - What beautiful thoughts! You are so right too! I hope all goes well with the dr today. Keeping you in my prayers.

your welcome.

i'm glad my curiousity rubs off. moi would not be moi without questions.



i bet when moss is driving, moi says..are we there yet? are we there yet?

well, look who I dragged (forgot) out...*biggrin...



I apologize...I confessed that my memory suck eggs...LOL

You guys have been simply awesome to me....I don't know what I've done to deserve it...


my pdoc appt went well today. I really like him....he says I am ok, doesn't think I am nuts, yet...but we are working on some things and issues and I am looking forward to our next visit...

thank you guys...

((((BIG HUGS)))))

Thanks, Moi......you're just the cat's pajamas....the bees knees.....the whole enchilada.....I can't think of anymore help!!

Your posts bring a smile to my face.....just seeing your avatar or your name makes me smile.

Thanks for takin' such good care of us!!

Kitty

Glad the doc visit went well! Its really is great when we actually injoy being with your doc. He they will take the time and get to know their patients it makes for a great visit.

Most of the Olhipie's docs are like old friends to us. He had a neuro once who when we entered the room he would shake Craig's hand and sit down next to me and ask how I was. He felt if the caregiver was doing good then the patient was ok. His wife passed a few years back from Parkinson's and he called Olhipie to let him know and to talk to him. I guess we should maybe try to get back to him...?

Hey, my little one, you take care of you!!

((Moi)) What a wonderful post I am going to PM you later but
wanted to post to thank you and let you know am truly glad all went
well at your doctors today...whew!

I really really am the lucky one...seriously...

I don't have words right now...

this is all I wanted to do after my appt today, he said something to me...

don't forget to let the ones that you love know how much you love them...and make sure you hug them...

so here goes

(((((((((((EVERYONE))))))))))))