Oh, you guys are the greatest I feel so very blessed to be here among such loving, caring, and supportive people. If it weren't for Alffe, Who Moi, Scrabble, Doody, FeelinGoofy, and others from the old forum I might not be walking this ole Earth anymore. They pulled me out of that pit more than once, back when. You all set the most beautiful examples to follow. I wish we could multiply all our combined love and blanket the world with it.

For the past two months I find that I get touched so easily by things that touch the heart and soul, that it spills over out of my eyes. Thus, the userid. I never knew that such joy was possible. Even when I am hurting my heart can be joyful. I want so much to help other people who have been hurt by life. OK, enough already. Thank you all so very much.

No Mist...thank you. There is nothing as gratifying as seeing someone thrive...you're truly a breath of fresh air.

Oh, did you get my email? (thanks moi)

{{{{{{Alffe}}}}}}}....I am glad I could be that but I wouldn't be that....if it weren't for you.....I did not get an e-mail, I almost dared to not hope for it......I will send you a pm in case I gave it to {{{{{{Moi}}}}}} wrong...

I talked with my friend yesterday. And if it had not been for your encouragement I might not have called her. You see how your reaching out is helping my friend and her son become a SURVIVOR of suicide......she could laugh yesterday and it brightened my heart so much because her pain is my pain.......and she told me her son is starting to play football now....he needs someway to deal with the thoughts, feelings, and 'pictures' that fill his head .....she told me how he can't sit still, but must be doing something all the time.....I am sure that is his way of coping....I hope he is getting good counseling.....she has all kinds of financial problems, so I can't talk to her for but just a few minutes...and no real internet access either.........you would truly love her, cause she is one of the sweetest people I have ever met. Thankfully, I know she is getting support from our church and that helps.