what is it?

what does it mean??

When I look around...(in this here them forum. )

the answer is so clear....

I can't say enough

I can't thank enough

this is one of those nights that I am feeling...ODD.....

Dam is about to burst but not sure what to say kind of night....

Moss is nicely tucked away and in dream land...

now, I am here...reading....

and....loving all the SUPPORT I am seeing....

today, I walked by a lady...she really teased me...I mean, teased me right infront of me...mocked me physically....

now, I know, I shouldn't let it bother me...I don't anymore....really....

I mean, YES, it bothers me but kinda don't....

I did tried to explain to her about me....she didn't really apologized and diverted the topic and walked away....

it was a place of business, I am sure I will bump into her in the future...

I walked away OK...but still...the past resurfaces and then I thought to myself....NO matter what I accomplish in life...a lot of folks will judge me for my appearance....LOL

Not sure if it was relief or a bit of sadness, but a real nice reality check...

maybe a bit of both...

it's good to come here...and see you all, through this screen....where no one can see me....you know me for who I am....I know you for who you are...(hopefully, LOL)

ahhhhhh....

there is a plaque here hanging in our dining room given to us from Doody for our weeding(Wedding? LOL)

"Live Well, Laugh Often, Love Much"

YES, YES, and YES...

not only in my physical home...

but here in my cyber home...

thank you...I am getting a callus from hitting the thanks button and still feel like I can't thank enough...