[Koala77]

I wonder if I may start my first ever Wonder?

I wonder if it's OK to drop by after an absence of around a month from the group?

I wonder if you know that I do so want to wish everyone happiness and good health, or if that's not possible...then hopefully an end in sight to the bad times that you've had lately?

I wonder if I can tell you l that I've missed you all, but that I needed time out for a while, but I am back, if that's OK?

I wonder if you know that I've been through both good times and bad lately? DH and I had a romantic break away for our 20th wedding anniversary and had a fabulous time, but now we're both getting ready to have surgery over the next few weeks....his is major, but mine is only minor surgery.

I wonder how many know that I had half my bowel removed last year in a big cancer operation? I go to hospital next week for my first check up to see if the cancer has returned or not, and DH goes in a few days later for bilateral knee replacement surgery!

I wonder if you know how hard it has been for me to ask for support services for the first time in my life, as my DH usually helps me at home, but he won't be able to help me for some time! I've made phone calls but everyone has been rather slow in getting back to me. There are things I'll need help with that most people take for granted..... like I need some-one here when I have a shower, as I've had falls in the bathroom, and I'm unsafe by myself. Also, I need rails or a seat with handles so I can get off the toilet by myself. Things like that!

I wonder if you know that we've experienced a few family type problems with our DIL virtually holding our DGS over our heads, with some petty issues of her making? There is no way I'd ever let that little man suffer in any way, so I've given in to every single thing that she's said, or wants. Anything for peace!

I wonder if that's too much about me right now?

I wonder if I can send good wishes to Alffe about the support group, and hope that she gets the one started that she's hoping for........and for Nik-key too... and for all the good things that she hopes to achieve? Please take it slowly Nik-key, and let Nik-key heal first. We're all on your side.

I wonder if I can leave hugs for BMW and hope that the bad time that she's going through right now will pass soon?

I wonder how good it is to have Tammy back, and how happy I am that the surgery has helped? I wonder if she has her pain relief sorted out yet?

I wonder how Doody managed on her sisiter's birthday? Sending you a hug Doody, as I know how hard birthdays can be.

I wonder if I can let Twink know that I've kept her father in my prayers?

I wonder how Curious' hand is today? I hope she has the pain under control, and curbs her inclination to swat somebody next time.

I wonder if Mistiis needs an extra hug right now? Sending one just in case!

I wonder how BF is doing today, and whether he's found any of the support he needs right now?

I wonder how the Moi's are managing? Hopefully we'll hear soon.

I wonder if it's OK to say Hi to everyone else, and even if I haven't mentioned you by name, it doesn't mean that you haven't been on my mind?

I wonder if I can leave caring, healing, joyful or just plain comfortable hugs for the whole room?