I just wanted to tell you all thank you for your support and how much it means to me. I wish you all the best. Have a great day.

Angi you are most welcome...you are a part of this forum family now so it's important that you continue to talk to us about what you are feeling. We can't help you if we don't know how you feel.....and it's waaaaaaaaaay too soon for you to be feeling anything but wretched!

I'm the survivor of our son Michaels' suicide 19 years ago...I refused to "talk about it" so I was just stuck in an awful place for years. I don't want that to happen to anyone else.

keeping you in our thoughts, j-snow...

sending lots of love, and ssss your way, dear one. Our Alffe is the best survivor around, share with us when you can. And we do worry, and care about our family.

((jestersnow)) I was so glad to see you had posted today Keep coming back, it gets easier to share... I was the exact opposite of ((Alffe)) When my Dad took his life on March 14, 2008....I immediatly started talking about it. I still had a breakdown, but I shutter to think what would have become of me had I tried to keep any of this pain in.

"Give sorrow words; the grief that does not speak whispers the o'er-fraught heart and bids it break." ~William Shakespeare

"There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love." --Washington Irving

As I mentioned in our PM's, you are safe here Share only what you want, when you want to. No pressure. Just loving people who truly understand your pain and wish to help you through it Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers, Nikki

Thinking about you, jestersnow.