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12-18-2008, 05:31 PM | #1 | |||
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I Will Wait............
I have placed your picture by my bedside. You are the first thing I see upon waking. I will not hide from this pain. I will face it head on, just as you taught me. You are the last thing I see at night. Your smile mocks my grief. Most nights I cry for all that is lost. All the hopes, dreams and tomorrows. I pray to God to see you. I pleaded, demanded and bartered. On fallen knees, and wracked with sobs I begged for just one last hug. I didn’t think you heard my pleas. A dream? A mind gone mad with grief? Upon waking as if in slow motion, I could still feel you leaving me. I could still almost feel your touch. Your scent lingered in the air. I cried out and reached for you. Our souls touched once again. In dream or Spirit you came to me. It was enough, I could go on. The grief though deep, did not consume me. Now, I could wait, I would wait…. Nikki 2008
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12-19-2008, 08:34 AM | #6 | |||
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When copying here I accidently left out part of the poem, the most moving to me. Thank you all for giving me a safe place to share
"Life is eternal, and love is immortal, and death is only a horizon; and a horizon is nothing save the limit of our sight." - Rossiter Worthington Raymond
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12-19-2008, 08:35 AM | #7 | |||
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"I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge - myth is more potent than history - dreams are more powerful than facts - hope always triumphs over experience - laughter is the cure for grief - love is stronger than death”
Robert Fulghum quotes
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01-06-2009, 11:28 PM | #8 | |||
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A reminder to myself..................
I am so mad at Dad tonight... I found myself yelling to the sky... Damn it Dad you should be here!!! We need you!! I wont do what he did.. but I have to tell you ... the desire to just get in my car and just drive and drive and drive is almost overwhelming!
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01-07-2009, 04:48 AM | #9 | |||
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nik-key
play this now http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=Ky4rfA_tebY Do you need a lift..i cant drive but if i could i would.. David
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01-07-2009, 06:46 AM | #10 | |||
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Nikki, this song expresses it all. This is the ONLY way to get through. I can tell you this from my own experience. You can't control it....give it to Him, and let Him get you through. He will, I promise you. Let go...Let God. I know you know how, and can do it. I believe in you Nikki.
About the desire to drive, I have been there too, done it. Please take care of you, let your emotions play themselves out under His tender loving care.
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