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Old 12-18-2008, 05:31 PM #1
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I Will Wait............


I have placed your picture by my bedside.
You are the first thing I see upon waking.
I will not hide from this pain.
I will face it head on, just as you taught me.

You are the last thing I see at night.
Your smile mocks my grief.
Most nights I cry for all that is lost.
All the hopes, dreams and tomorrows.

I pray to God to see you.
I pleaded, demanded and bartered.
On fallen knees, and wracked with sobs
I begged for just one last hug.

I didn’t think you heard my pleas.
A dream? A mind gone mad with grief?
Upon waking as if in slow motion,
I could still feel you leaving me.

I could still almost feel your touch.
Your scent lingered in the air.
I cried out and reached for you.
Our souls touched once again.

In dream or Spirit you came to me.
It was enough, I could go on.
The grief though deep, did not consume me.
Now, I could wait, I would wait….


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((((Nikki))))

How beautifully you have put this into words...
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I'm speechless......
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When copying here I accidently left out part of the poem, the most moving to me. Thank you all for giving me a safe place to share

"Life is eternal, and love is immortal, and death is only a horizon; and a horizon is nothing save the limit of our sight." - Rossiter Worthington Raymond
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"I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge - myth is more potent than history - dreams are more powerful than facts - hope always triumphs over experience - laughter is the cure for grief - love is stronger than death”
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A reminder to myself..................


I am so mad at Dad tonight... I found myself yelling to the sky...
Damn it Dad you should be here!!! We need you!!

I wont do what he did.. but I have to tell you ... the desire to just get in my car and just drive and drive and drive is almost overwhelming!
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Do you need a lift..i cant drive but if i could i would..

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Nikki, this song expresses it all. This is the ONLY way to get through. I can tell you this from my own experience. You can't control it....give it to Him, and let Him get you through. He will, I promise you. Let go...Let God. I know you know how, and can do it. I believe in you Nikki.
About the desire to drive, I have been there too, done it. Please take care of you, let your emotions play themselves out under His tender loving care.
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