I wonder if you've ever thought about The Psychology Behind Paint Color. I have.

I wonder at the January thaw that we are having in February.

I wonder at how excited I am that the Westminster Kennel Club Dog Show starts tomorrow night for 2 nights. (I wonder if Ducky will ever be able to watch it again.)

I wonder at how I fell asleep and woke up thinking about ((Twink)) and also a furbaby named Diana. Deep sadness for one, happiness for another.

I wonder that my Chewie cat is doing well after his drastic surgery 2 weeks ago. He gets his 30 staples out tomorrow.

I wonder at how you can leave your house for a minimum of, oh, maybe 10 minutes, come back inside, and have your doggy act as if you've been gone a week.

I wonder that I still feel puny from a stomach virus that hit Thursday night. Yech.

I wonder at how I am in awe of others who can wonder about others individually. I'm afraid I'd leave somebody out, hurt their feelings, so just want everyone to know I think of you all and hold you close to my heart.

I wonder if we'll get in the hot tub tonight...that moon is reason enough!

I wonder at how fast the snow is melting and it's supposed to be 50 tomorrow...

I wonder how happy Cooper will be Wed to get his hair cut...he loves to be clean...

I wonder if he'll bark all the way thru the Westminster Dog Competition..

I wonder if Doody knows the color link was most interesting....

I wonder if David knows how wonderful his poem to moi is....

I wonder if moi knows that he's responsible to tonights show....*grin

I wonder how the monkey is.....

I wonder at how I am always in awe of the folks here whenever I visit here them forum...

I wonder at the compassions, the strengths, the courages it takes to talk about it, to fight it, while living with it and breathing it and then kicking it to the curb...then only to go through the cycle again...

I wonder at the amount of courage it takes to post something that is so personal...that might seem taboo'd or uncomfortable...yet, seeing the written words coming out always struck cords deep in the abyss of my heart...

I wonder at the support that everyone has for one another...

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I also wonder how come the OCD forum don't have enough people OCDing about it to post there, LOL

I wonder how do ADD/ADHD people find the ADD/ADHD forum when it is all the way down to the bottom cause by the time I start to scroll down the forums, I already got so distracted that I'd forgotten the ADD/ADHD forum...LOL

I wonder if nobody will cringe, I have both OCD/ADHD although I must say that my ADHD must have become more ADD cause I am not as "hyper" as I used to be although somebody recently mentioned to me: "hey, why are you always so hyper..."

I am wondering how my ADD makes me messy but my OCD picks up after my ADD....

I wonder if DMACK knows how touched I am about his poem and what talent that he has with his photos and his poetry...

I wonder at the talented folks here at NT...and I see that Alpho has posted some poems at the Tag Game.

I often enjoy the poetries written by duck and mist and nik-key and BMW and CTena and da wife and now I'll have to add Alpho and DMACK to the list. (I was going to list Frank and others but I know they lurk here but really don't post here. LOL)

I wonder how I always love seeing wren post her artworks and if curious would like to post some of hers here...

I wonder at scrabbly's beautiful photos that she always turn into calendars..

and reyn's photos that she's sent us of the hummingbirds..

gosh, I can go on and on...please forgive me if I didn't mention you this time...

I wonder that I should take some time out one day and just try to drag out the shy folks wonderful artistic photos and poems and writings one day and how it inspire me...

I wonder if I should quit while I am ahead...

wonder how twink and pono are doing...and that we're thinking of you...

wonder that it's great to see nik wondering...

wonder that mist always have excellent wonderings...

wonder that I am just going to stop wondering now and send everyone a ((((BIG GROUP HUG))))

I wonder who is going to eat Lucky Charms ceral this Friday?

I wonder how B.J, BF ,Twink, Tammy, Jaded, GmaSue,Cool Angel, Doody, Goofy, Nikki, Alffe Mom, Curious, SisMis,WREN,
Barbo, and allllllllll the rest of family is today?

I wonder that I know Pono is having hard time and can use this.... and I bet the room can use some healing warm hugs and hope you ALL know everyone is in my prayers.



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I wonder that everyone in my house is in different stages of the flu/cold

I wonder when it will decide to leave ??????????

PEACE
BMW









Wonder if Alfee Mom got in hot tub??????????????? moon was beautiful!!!!!!!!

I wonder at how thrilling it is to see Air Force 1 parked at our airport...

I wonder that his scheduled town hall meeting in Elkhart was filled to capacity and people stood in lines yesterday to get tickets.....(free)

I wonder why he seemed slightly "thrown" by the first question...

I wonder when the ground will thaw sufficiently to dig a hole and "plant" the mailbox and fence posts.....

I wonder if BMW knows that I thought about her while in the hot tub looking at last nights moon.....

I wonder why I had to discover that big decadent "cookie skillet" at my favorite restaurant....

I wonder when I'll get serious about dieting again...probably on the flight to Florida....

I wonder how Nikki is.....

I wonder if Alpho will EAT MORE COOKIES now that she's discovered a cookie skillet?

my wonder today is a bit more....well, let's see if I can put it on paper...

I wonder about dynamics sometimes...

there is a rhythm to individual lives and then there is a rhythm to the forums (not including social lives and face to face aspects).

I wonder that is this first and foremost a NEUROLOGICAL forum and that if we all come here due to some sort of neurological issues, maybe not of our own but for others or OF our own...

I wonder how we assure or reassure folks that may not feel supported that they ARE being supported...(I am not talking about SOS forum specifically, but the whole FORUM format for ANY forum since we've all migrated here and there to different forums and the dynamics always seem the same)...

even more so now, as my daily life has taken a big twist, I can see it even more.

For example, I have been missing you all here, but the past week have been so rough and busy...I said to myself a few days ago, it is time to catch up with my friends here, but then I woke up with some pain...

then I couldn't wake grand daughter up in time for me to take her to my work with me. Finally got her ready out of the door and I was an hour late with my client. From there then on, everything just got lost and dragged on....dragged and dragged and I kept on saying to myself, I really need to come here and read because I feel the need to connect...both for myself and to my friends...

but by the time grand daughter went to bed (and then da wife got sick that day, again) I was exhausted and I felt that if I would have came here to even read, I would end up posting a couple of (((HUGS))) and that would've taken it out of me...

I did a little experiment awhile back...I type pretty fast, but for me to READ posts and threads and type, I still could only get so much out at one shot...and if a thread has like 20 responses since I've been gone, I found it hard to catch up in that respect...then I felt like if I had posted only addressing ONE issue that all the other issues would get neglected...

it is very hard to tend to everybody...this is a HUGE forum...with lots and lots of members....

and I think many of us DO try to tend to as many as we could get to....but it is IMPOSSIBLE...

the other thing is that we're humans, we tend to read: "how many people have replied to us, how many times was my thread read"

I will be quite honest, I personally don't like having a "THREAD" count to see how many time it has been viewed because I feel like it could create hurt feelings...but I know especially for a lot of the new folks, that they are in fear of that their threads may not be answered or get neglected..and if that happens the first time, I can see why they'd be afraid to come back and post...

then, there's the "Thread Killer" moniker that no one wants to have...but the truth is, every thread will end with SOMEBODY, right??

I guess what I am trying to say is that ignore how many times one's thread is read or replied to....

a forum is a place to vent, to voice, to talk...if nobody listened, at least one got to vent...

but I do understand that it can be intimidating...

this is not directed at anybody...I have been thinking about this for quite sometime now and just had a little time today to get it out....

why, because I, like MANY others, care...and we want to see you talking about "IT"...

and I think I'll volunteer myself to be the THREAD KILLER....

(((((BIG HUGS))))) for the room and broom....

I wonder if the groundhog saw his shadow

I wonder at the flowers that are already blooming here, and the trees that are budding ready to break forth in bloom

I don't wonder that we don't cringe about people's different challenges (((Moi))) quite the opposite, in fact. You just need more ((((BIG HUGS))))

I wonder at how the rain cleared away in the early morning hours and I could see that beautiful moon, and I wonder at all the people it made me wonder about

I wonder if I can leave healing hugs for BMW's house. I need them in my house too....

I wonder if I can leave our Australians some hugs.... and prayers....

I wonder if ducky's community has recovered....

I wonder how the weather is treating pono...

I wonder if Doody is getting some reprieve from life's vicissitudes....

I wonder how much fun it would have been to be in a hot tub last night....

I wonder if we will find a house with a hot tub in Tahoe when we stay in late Feb. for a few, with lots of family....

I wonder what hippiechick is up to, and if the weather is warmer still for her...

I wonder where Ctena went flying to....

I wonder who Abbie is going to visit... and hope it will be some fun for her...

I wonder what that question was, and was Alffe there...

I wonder that I was craving brownies last night.... but had pie instead... but there were apples in it....

I don't wonder that I will leave lots of hugs for our family here...

I wonder if I can tell dear mist that I am feeling really good today...my mental health has taken a good turn since yesterday and I am good....

And I wonder that today, after reading some of the older threads, not here at SOS but other places that I lurk, plus some of the PM's I'd gotten in the past that made me wanted to make sure that folks won't think that they are being neglected because sometimes, we all have things that keep us from posting here from time to time....

in a perfect world, I'd love to come visit everyday and post as much I could've to every single thread and try to show support to as many as possible....but that's impossible....

but when folks are in a bad mental state and they feel like they are venting and are being neglected, it can send them spiraling down and I don't want anyone to feel that way...because I care and I KNOW that many folks care...

it IS hard to get the words out sometimes...it is HARD to start a thread I find it even HARDER to reply to a thread sometimes depending on the subject matter....but it doesn't mean that I don't care...

anyways, not sure why I am posting this NOW vs. awhile back,it's been on my mind for awhile now, and today just seemed like a good day to let it out....



((((BIG HUGS)))) for the room, time to go and spend sometime with grand daughter and da wife, who's home today cause she's sick, again... LOL (if she'd only listen to her hubby and rest, rest, rest!! )

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PS, I am thinking I might have a new neurological disorder: TRI-Polar....I swear, I do a 120 degree turn every few days... LOL

ummmmmm, think the admin and mods would kick me off if I was go and request a "tri-polar forum?" at this rate, I might type it wrong and request a "tri-pod" forum...yeah, three footed, that's moi....

I wonder if we'll get the record warmth they are predicting for us tomorrow....

I wonder what I'll learn at tomorrow nights new support group (homocide victims survivors and general grief)
first impression was such a positive one for me...

I wonder how nice it was to go to lunch with Barbo w/out boots!! first time in months!!

I wonder at all the things moi worries about...*grin ..must be exhausting.

I wodder if I cad thank Tambbi for the phone call Sat. night. It was very much appreciated.

I wodder if you can tell I have a code. *sniff *snort *sneeze I wodder if that's why I didn't sleep so good.

I wodder about Moi Triclops and what's going on inside his haid?

I wodder how long this windy weather is going to last. I wodder if the wee wittle birdies will find the seeds I put out for them.

I wodder if I can just say hello and leave hugs for the room and Wodder later?

I wodder how much I appreciate you all and your kind words of support.