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I wonder if I can fax my Twink a hanky for her dose? http://i275.photobucket.com/albums/j...ou/tissue2.gif

I wonder if Twink's stuffy nose is from some tears as well as a cold (((Twink)))

I wonder if those 2 little girls came back and stole our little kitten (Moi saw them walking away with her and went out and told them she was ours...but haven't seen her since yesterday afternoon)

I wonder at how different it is having a 4 year old little girl from her 3 year old brother....

I wonder if it is legal for Moi to marry so many times...he is the only available prince and is in high demand for our little princess....(she married him 5 times Saturday)

I wonder how Nikki is doing with March so close

I wonder how ones that haven't posted in a while are doing....Reyn, Wren, Scrabble, MegVeg, BJ, and others whose names will pop into my head when I close this reply...

I wonder if those horrible fires in Australia are far away from our friends down under...our hearts break with you, Lara and Koala

I wonder how all the Doody animals are doing lately

I wonder how this world seems like it is in such a mess....

I wonder if the Golden Rule was followed that things would be fixed quicker

I wonder how everyone did making it through the holidays

I wonder in awe at how so many have turned their pain into reaching out and helping others (If you wonder if I was thinking of you, I probably was!)

I wonder at how our little princess has a voice like an angel and loves to sing in the shower, going for a walk, eating, and any other time

I wonder at how much we miss our little super hero and if Pennsylvania is rid of all the bad guys yet

I wonder at how I miss our quiet times together ((((Moi))))) while enjoying these precious times with pitter patter and chitter chatter

I wonder why Air Force One was near Alffe's house

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Originally Posted by who moi (Post 462529)

I wonder at how I am always in awe of the folks here whenever I visit here them forum...

I wonder at the compassions, the strengths, the courages it takes to talk about it, to fight it, while living with it and breathing it and then kicking it to the curb...then only to go through the cycle again...

I wonder at the amount of courage it takes to post something that is so personal...that might seem taboo'd or uncomfortable...yet, seeing the written words coming out always struck cords deep in the abyss of my heart...

I wonder at the support that everyone has for one another...

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I also wonder how come the OCD forum don't have enough people OCDing about it to post there, LOL

I wonder how do ADD/ADHD people find the ADD/ADHD forum when it is all the way down to the bottom cause by the time I start to scroll down the forums, I already got so distracted that I'd forgotten the ADD/ADHD forum...LOL

I wonder if nobody will cringe, I have both OCD/ADHD although I must say that my ADHD must have become more ADD cause I am not as "hyper" as I used to be although somebody recently mentioned to me: "hey, why are you always so hyper..." :rolleyes:

I am wondering how my ADD makes me messy but my OCD picks up after my ADD....

I wonder if DMACK knows how touched I am about his poem and what talent that he has with his photos and his poetry...

I wonder at the talented folks here at NT...and I see that Alpho has posted some poems at the Tag Game. :D

I often enjoy the poetries written by duck and mist and nik-key and BMW and CTena and da wife and now I'll have to add Alpho and DMACK to the list. (I was going to list Frank and others but I know they lurk here but really don't post here. LOL)

I wonder how I always love seeing wren post her artworks and if curious would like to post some of hers here...

I wonder at scrabbly's beautiful photos that she always turn into calendars..

and reyn's photos that she's sent us of the hummingbirds..

gosh, I can go on and on...please forgive me if I didn't mention you this time...

I wonder that I should take some time out one day and just try to drag out the shy folks wonderful artistic photos and poems and writings one day and how it inspire me...

I wonder if I should quit while I am ahead...

wonder how twink and pono are doing...and that we're thinking of you...

wonder that it's great to see nik wondering...

wonder that mist always have excellent wonderings...

wonder that I am just going to stop wondering now and send everyone a ((((BIG GROUP HUG))))

I know what you mean,"who moi". I have OCD,and some sort of undiagnosed mental cognitive processing disorder. I failed two grades in school,and ended up going to a Military school where they helped people with reading problems. They didn't know back then what they know now. I can't get the OCD forum going. I also have panic disorder,and anxiety,with depression. It's been a long road,and people have not wanted to help in the long run. If they help,they don't help to long,and some turn their backs on you further injuring you. Oh me,nuff said.

I hope everyone is doing OK. Brokenfriend:hug::hug::hug:

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Originally Posted by who moi (Post 462894)

:)I wonder if I can tell dear mist that I am feeling really good today...my mental health has taken a good turn since yesterday and I am good....

And I wonder that today, after reading some of the older threads, not here at SOS but other places that I lurk, plus some of the PM's I'd gotten in the past that made me wanted to make sure that folks won't think that they are being neglected because sometimes, we all have things that keep us from posting here from time to time....

in a perfect world, I'd love to come visit everyday and post as much I could've to every single thread and try to show support to as many as possible....but that's impossible....

but when folks are in a bad mental state and they feel like they are venting and are being neglected, it can send them spiraling down and I don't want anyone to feel that way...because I care and I KNOW that many folks care...

it IS hard to get the words out sometimes...it is HARD to start a thread I find it even HARDER to reply to a thread sometimes depending on the subject matter....but it doesn't mean that I don't care...

anyways, not sure why I am posting this NOW vs. awhile back,it's been on my mind for awhile now, and today just seemed like a good day to let it out....

this is mostly directed to Moi...

I wonder if you would know you make perfect sense to me.

I wonder, Moi, if you know that I can mind read across the net and I actually know the situation you're thinking about. :cool: hmmmn, I can't really, but I might if I was pressured to *guess*

I wonder if you know, Moi, that you need to look after your family and after you. Sometimes you just have to trust that those other people will have friends who will send an *hello!" and that they will also talk with them (maybe privately?) and that they are much cared about and that they will be OK! :hug:

I wonder... I actually don't wonder this Moi, as I know you *know*. There are times when we need to look after everyone else ... that's when we CAN. There are times when we need to look after everyone else... even when we really can't but we do anyway. I overstepped the boundaries for years in that old TS chat and elsewhere. I gave, gave, gave because I saw the need and the need still exists but I'm worn out from the giving buddy. Worn out. I gave because I thought that no-one else gave enough. <sigh> I'm sure now looking back that I was wrong. I just have this thing where I need to do it all. Truth being, I exhausted my internal resources, because I wasn't caring about me anymore. You know all that though.

I wonder if I can just say here that acknowledgment of someone's pain is a really personal thing, especially when that pain is expressed on the net. People read all sorts of things into posts on the net. Often I find, but of course not always, it's a type of transference thing, where the person reading messages places their own feelings into the post and thus they misunderstand the entire thing.

Please don't feel bad. You haven't done anything you need to worry about I'm sure. Sometimes we just need to acknowledge people rather than examine why they may feel hurt or misunderstood. It's the fact that another person on this earth has actually acknowledged that person's message and that they care which is important.

<sorry I prattled> can't sleep.

I wonder if I'll ever get lucky enough to meet Lara face to face...:hug:

I wonder if light bulbs go off when a connection is made..I know bells ring...*grin

I wonder why some people try to be all things to all people...

I wonder why I know a lot of those people and am grateful for them...

I wonder if there's progress on fighting the fires....:(

I wonder if Anne will watch for mail....:wink:

I wonder what the woman across the road from me is up to...
cutting down the big trees and hauling them off...

I wonder if she sold land and there's gonna be a new road through her property.....

I wonder how that will change things....:confused:

i wonder when life will slow down?

i wonder about our friends in Australia too. :(

i wonder about the moi's kitty and hope it will come home!

i wonder how BJ is doing. {{{{HUGS}}}

i wonder at how time flies with my kids. Cant believe in 3 months my son will be graduating from HS. :eek:

i wonder if its ok to brag on both of my kiddos. BOTH of them had their names in the paper listing them as being on the honor roll in school this past semester :)

i wonder if i can leave {{{{HUGS}}}} for my friends. I care very much about you and pray for each of you every night!!!!

I wonder why I don't feel like wondering :confused: but I am going to do it anyway :p

I wonder about that bad rap that mosquitos get...:D I wonder how we can relate that to life...:)

I wonder how happy I am that dear goofy is safe and I hope Curious will be too ((((hugs))))

I wonder about how roads can change things so dramatically sometimes....(((Alffe)))

I wonder how my latest x-rays will come out, arthur-itis doesn't seem to want to leave me alone :mad:

I wonder if BMW is kicking that bug otta da house....:cool:

I wonder if Moss is doing what Moi has perscribed (((hugs)))

I wonder how nice it is to 'see' Wren.....(((hugs)))

I wonder about folks who get inspired and write, and have to experience the ^s and downs, but have so much creativity because of it...?

I wonder what that says about brain chemicals and neurotransmitters :rolleyes:

I wonder if Moi will listen to our very wise Lara...(((hugs)))

I wonder how GmaSue is....(((hugs)))

I wonder where grandma is....(((hugs)))

I wonder if Twinks got tammi's kerchiefs....(((hugs)))

I wonder how Nikki is....(((hugs)))

I don't wonder that Lara, and Koala could use extra hugs....:grouphug:

I wonder if we can all give dear pono an x-tra hug, and send some x-tra strength....(((hugs)))

I wonder if Coolangel got moved....(((hugs)))

I wonder what kind of pie da duck's son likes best...:rolleyes:

I wonder if the warmer weather is helping our dear doody (((hugs)))

I wonder how jestersnow is doing....(((hugs)))

I wonder about hippiechick....(((hugs)))

I still wonder when our new friends will come back and wonder with us :rolleyes:

I wonder if dear doxie got her funds....:D (((hugs)))

I wonder if I am ADD and OCD, and tri-polar, especially when it comes to wondering :D :p :grouphug: Oh, those hills and valleys, its nice to be on a plateau now and then. Now, where can I go and find me one.....:rolleyes:

I wonder that this thread keeps going...it is a blessing.

I wonder about the things that bring me to the SOS section. Sometimes it is because I am having a particularly bad mental day, looking for help. Sometimes it is when I am feeling especially strong emotionally and think I can handle it.
Sometimes it is hard in here, but it is always warm and inviting and supportive.

I wonder how I can thank everyone who has shared themselves.

Like some of you, I too have worried about the newbies who post once or twice and never again.

I wonder why NikKey took so much of her time to encourage me to read and post here. I have big girl panties (OK, grandma panties) and I could have walked over here to the SOS park by myself. (But I wouldn't have.)

I wonder why sometimes, absolutely nothing will change, not the people in the room, not the level of your pain, and certainly not your finances, and yet all of a sudden...a breeze of well-being will waft up to you and whisper in your ear,"Life's pretty good, isn't it?"

And then, you have a decision to make instantly:
1. Should you grab for it and enjoy the moment, waiting to see how long it can last? OR
2. Should you give that little wafty feeling the cold shoulder because heaven knows if you give in to it and relax and enjoy the moment, someone will know what you did and smash you with a boulder: SPLAT! (crazy thinking)

:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:

I wonder if mistiis would like to know that apple is the Kid's favorite pie. Or cake. Or strudel. Or turnover.
But he doesn't much care for apples. LOLOLOL

I wonder if this cold will go away. I stayed home from work with a fever and a bad headache and a cough...but I am hoping that this is the last stage of it.

I wonder if I can just leave a general hug and wander off back to bed. I feel yucky...
:grouphug: