Hello All

I've been reading most everyday.....just having a hard time posting. I have ALOT going on right now. I can share just a bit for now.

My best friend was recently dx's with lung cancer. Her family just doesn't "get it". She looks great, feels ok. ( she is going thru radiation and what she calls mini-chemo) Her Maxi-Chemo (as she calls it) starts in a couple of weeks.

I don't know if ya'all remember but, I started a new job in May of this year. Was suppose to be my dream job.....Well I got layed off as off November 3rd. Corporate closed our location. I had 2 choices either I relocate to Ohio, or take a severance package.

No F'ing way I was going to Ohio!!!

So.....I was unemplyed for a bit. I start a new job Monday. I won't elaborate on it because I'm afraid I will jinxed myself!!

I was assaulted on Halloween, I fought back. I now have charges pending!!!

It is gun related...I know many of you are against owning or having a gun in your house..........but it saved my life. My attorney is confident that it is going to be ok? Just a matter of where I got him...was it in or out of my house?????? It was on my doorstep IN my screen porch, but not technically in my house!!!

Because I was w/o insurance for the past month My pain management has been minimal at best. The meds are so damn expensive!! Right now my concern is the pre-exsisting clause with my new plan!

I have had a couple of my brown courage drinks (bourbon) so I feel safe in sharing.

I am a survivor....Just feel a little weak sometimes.

Sorry I haven't been openly supportive!! I know you all understand..
Please know you are all in my heart.