Heeellllllllllooooooooo !!!

Yes Lara, you are right... I actually do like the lab and my boss... I just would love to work with brain tumors in that lab... heck, why cant we have everything ? :o

Tuesday is coming... Im praying she will understand and will let me do something with my brain tumors... if not my original project, something about brain tumors at least ! :rolleyes:

Aw.... I feel nervous.

Love,
Majo :hug:

P.S Lara, greetings to your microbiologist daughter ! :winky:

Uff... tomorrow is the day when Im gonna "decide" my future for the next 5 years.... :o

I still keep the hope of convincing my boss.... :rolleyes:

Wishing you all the best for tomorrow.

Thank you Lara ! :hug:
Tomorrow is St Patricks, so, hopefully it will be a lucky day for me ! :)

I hope it is! Keep us posted BlueMajo. :grouphug:

I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers tomorrow dear Blue. I am wishing the very best for you. :hug: :grouphug:

Aw.... :hug: ( X 1,000,000)

Thank you dear friends !!!!

I feel butterflies in my stomach... Im actually sick... my poor stomach ! :o

Uff.... too nervous....

Let's see what happens... I will pray tonight so my boss can help me, and understand me...

Best wishes for today...may ALL your dreams come true!

Ok, Im here at the lab... waiting for my boss.... she hast arrived !!!! Im thinking she might not come today... oh no !!! one more day with this dilema !!! God...

She has to appear !!

My luck...

Hang in there dear Blue. Sending you some extra :hug::hug:ssssss :grouphug:

Thinking of you, Blue, hoping for the best!

Yeehaa !
 

Ok... I DID IT !!!!!!!!

She accepted !!!! I will work with brain tumors !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel in cloud number 9 !!!!!!!!

:yahoo::yahoo::yahoo::yahoo::yahoo::yahoo:

Thank you much for all your prayers, thoughts, hugs, etc guys, Im sure tha's the reason why she accpeted ! that's why I love you so much. :hug: :grouphug:

Hooray!!!! I am so happy for you!!!:highfive::You-Rock::Excited:

Uff.... yeah, Thank you Alffe !!!

I still cant beleibe it !!! Tomorrow Im back to the lab, to start looking for the things I need my boss to buy for me !! yay

So excited.

Thanks !

That's awesome sweetpea! If it makes you happy it makes us happy! :hug:

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Thank you friends !

WOW. That is superduper news. WEll done.

I cant beleive it... uff.... :D

I think it's time for a dancing chilli: :Dancing-Chilli:

Now, I just need to go and get my contacts done so I can see properly... hehe :rolleyes:

I havent had chance to read this whole thread but just wanted to say the last few posts and good news made me smile . I am happy that things are shining I will join you in the happy dance and head spins ... :Dancing-Chilli::Head-Spin::Dancing-Chilli:
:highfive:
Peace
BMW

Haha, thanks for that BMW !

This guys wanted to dance too...

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:D

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Awesome Blue!!! Congratualtions!!!!!:hug:

Thank you hun !

Wait-I have more to bring to the party!

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Blue! I am so happy for you-but we want details! How did you convince her-or did she just have a change of heart? I am so happy I might even have to get up and dance!

Aw ! Sue !!! you are too cute and sweet to be true !!!! :hug: I loved those ones. I will save them in my comp. :D

Aw... I had to told her the truth... She asked me "So, did you decide ?" and I told her: "I cant decide because I want to do brain tumors... If that's not possible, then, I have anything to think about... My dream is to go and work in a children's hospital, and brain tumors are second behind leucemias... I dont want to work with cervical cancer anymore because that cancer doesnt affect children..."
And she replied: "Hum... ok... actually, that line of investigation seems very interesting to me..." And then, she asked me to start looking for cell lines of pediatric brain tumors ! :) I was shocked... so excited... !!!

Im a happy bunny now ! :D

Oh crap...

My parents strike again with their comments...

Im in pain today... couldnt even go to the lab this morning... my hip is killing me, my wrists... I feel sad... tired... And im soooooo dry, my skin hurts, I cant even lay in my bed as sheets bother...

And here comes my mom saying "you are living a life of a 100 hundred years woman, you need to go out to do excercise becuase all your problems are in your mind and due to your weight and your attitude"

Oh boy... that made me feel miserable, nasty and angry.... Then, here comes my father, and asked what was happening... we told him and he simply smiled....

Geez... I felt so bad.... :mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad:

Why on earth they cant understand my situation and have me patience !?

They dont seem to understand i dont want to be like this but did I choose !? no... I guess not...

Oh :mad:

Hugs for you Blue. WE understand and love you!

Lots of ((((hugs)))) for you Blue. I am sorry they don't understand. Fibro is a hard thing for people to understand, heck, I don't, and I have it. Be gentle with yourself. Do they have any information from your doctor? :hug::hug::hug:

My doc has talked with my mom, but she simply doesnt understand ! She thinks I simply like to be this way and that I like to go to doctor just to be checked like routine... :mad: No, I NEED to go to see doc to see if he can do something new for me !

They always look to me as if I were a rare creature.... :mad: Im extremist, I reckon... if im happy, Im extremely happy, excited and laughing, and If Im sad, Im SAD... so, for my mother, Im always exaggerating things... :mad:

I hope tomorrow is a brighter day for you, blue.

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Loved the flowers Lara. Thanks.

-Why everybody says life is too short ? for me looks like an eternity....
-Why Am I always this lonely ?
-Why cant I forgive myself ?
-Why I wish I was someone else ?

God.... habing a nasty time here AGAIN..... :(

Sorry guys, needed to come here and post, it's killing me....

I'm sorry you're having a bad time of it Blue..hopefully you can get outside and enjoy some sunshine today....I assume you don't have class on Sat. :grouphug:

Thanks dear Alffe !

I just took my antidep medicine... hopefully it will have effect soon...

Today is one of those days when I dont want to do anything... the idea of going out simple scary me... :( Im in my very dark room.... with a kleenex box next to me... :rolleyes:

Nasty.

(((Majo))) Do you ever read at the Bipolar forum? Is your dx drepression?
I asked because of your mood swings. :grouphug:

Hi my sweet Friend! :)You are Not alone today for I sit next to ya,,,as the saying goes..misery loves company! I am also in a crappppy mood today:confused:

I don't know why, Just wish the day would be tommorow already, which is so sad, and a waste of the good life GOD has given me...so I feel even worse for "feeling" like this...:hug::hug::hug::hug:

Lets hang out together & be Grumpy for awhile :D

You two ought to go into the chat room and vent. *grin :grouphug:

hey blu mayo,

hope it's getting better....

I used to think that life looks like it would be forever also whenever I would be in the dark...and the tunnel is narrower on one end while it's wider on the other end. Try to get to the wider end and reach the light, eh? :)

life IS too short as it is...if we all live to be 80. That's only 80 Summers and 80 Falls that we all get to enjoy yet too much garbage each week to take out to the curb...

every week that I drag the garbage can out I would say to myself, I cannot believe it's time to put out the garbage again to be picked up. I thought I had just done so...

Planting a slow growth tree that might take 15 years to reach it's initial maturity (such as Japanese Maple). 15 Spring only means 15 sprouts....

80-15=65.

and that doesn't include the times that I didn't know how to appreciate the sprouts or the time it took to mature to enjoy the sprouts..

it's only been the past 6 years that I have begun to slowly understand what it means to live...and if I am lucky to live another 20 years, that would only be another 20 Springs and Falls to look forward to....

sorry you are feeling crappy...

but remember that you're never really alone...the beast will always trick you into thinking so...

:hug:

(for for you too, hazel...:hug: :) )

Seriously guys, I dont know what I would do, or what I would be without you.... :hug: Probably one of those angels of suicide, but Im still here... and that's only thanks to you, your messages, your thoughts, your prayers, for being the best friends I have ever had.... :hug: I love you so much.

Alffe: You know what, I have always suspected Im bipolar... :rolleyes: Just that I havent been diagnosed... Actually, everybody )except parents and doc) keep telling me (sometimes like a "joke" :rolleyes:) that Im bipolar... I do think Im.

garden: Oh honey.... why are we feeling this way ? Something in the air ? the moon ? oh no... pathetic... I hope tomorrow can be better for us.

moi: Sweet Lord hun ! what are you doing here with that hand that hasnt healed !? :mad: *kidding of course* Im so glad and happy you had written me. I really appreciate it. You know it. I love to read your thoughts.

Thank you all. :grouphug:

Never forget I love you.

((Blue)) no great words of wisdom, just lots and lots of hugs :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

Nikki !!!

Thanks !!! I love hugs !!! they feel so good :)

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