...or jump off that bridge or drive off that bridge(*note to self)...or throw that rope over with that noose just slightly bigger than your neck....

before you open that bottle of pills or reach for that razor....

before you shut the garage and turn on that key....

before you even write that note, if you should choose to....

and you happened onto this forum...

read around...listen to the pain...see the pleas and pleads...(but if you see fleas, please call curious)

if you've wrote that note, read it to yourself as if your most beloved ones wrote it....

if you are driving, head back before you reach the end....

if you have cocked that gun, ease that lever back...

because when you feel like nobody else would care, when you feel like no one else would listen, and nobody gives a BIG OLE DAMN about you...

and you might have even convinced yourself that....

THINK AGAIN....

I write this with a bit of tears in my eyes, it was international women's day a couple of days ago and I blame that.

Sit on your hands...call that suicide hotline number, call that pastor, call your best friend, call somebody..call the police if you've run out of resources...

chances are....you'll be shocked at that someone out there, WILL give a damn...

that feeling will not last forever, it will pass.....yes, it might come back, but then it'll pass.....keep fighting it....