Great, you have probably read my posts expressing I hate being in this life... But just today, minutes ago, I realized I actually like being here....

Some idiots called my mom to tell her I was kidnapped... She was trying to call me but my cell had no signal... she doesnt know the lab number... she rang my dad and together, found the cell phone number of a co-worker here, who told them I was here and let me talk with them... My mom was crying, shaking, panic attack and my dad was very altered... When they heard me, calm down a bit, but they had nasty moments....

Me by myself, just realized they love me even when they sometimes dont understand me....
I started to imagine what if I had been really kidnapped... and I discovered I would have missed my parents, my friends, my mates, my boss, my life !!!! and that I dont want to die !!!!!!! Its been years since I didnt have this feeling of wanting to live....

Wanted to share this nasty "joke" they did to mom and the positive side of this scary moment....

I actually feel nervous myself...