[who moi]

Gosh, I feel so out of touch with everyone...

haven't been around to even lurk except for a couple of hours the other day when we returned...

I, we, have missed you all...

we now have the grand moisses...they are keeping us busy...and sick...moss and I have been sick for awhile now. (she's on the mend, I am recovering slower. LOL)

missed the chance of meeting up with dear Moose. *sigh...sorry, big guy. But I felt like I was hit by a ton of brick that day and have been in the slump ever since and lil J and Moss wasn't feeling too well either...

seems like we've missed birthdays, anniversaries, hugs, and love all around...

seems like eons since we've talked to anybody...

seems like the world has gone out of order with the oink flu and the economic crisis...

but as always...

the hearts in this forum is always so heart worming....did I say heart worming? Yeah...because there are these tiny loving worms that are wiggling around the the hearts making tingling with warmth...

even with such long absence...when I logged on...the heart begins to warm...

and the tears begin to roll...happy ones, sad ones...or just...zen like ones for no reasons at all...

because through all the pains...there are always some laughters...through all the tears...there are always hugs and supports...

gosh, if I have to make a suggestion again for the social chat...I'd like to suggest: "rainbow broom connection"

in second grade, I was taught to apply the rainbow colors to the broom and stroke brush it on our classroom wall...

who'd thunk that many years later...rainbow broom connection is where my heart would be nexused (yes,I am using a noun as a verb.. ) in this very room...

you all have given me so much...

with the kids being around, it seems the we have gone into robotic mode. So moss and I won't be around much...but please know that you all are never far from our worms...I mean, hearts...

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I am going to be put under in an hour or so...for an MRI, can't stay still so they'll be making me sleep....

IF, there is a chance that I don't wake up from it...then, I want you all to know that you all mean so very much to me...for your friendship, your love, your support, and your hearts....

I am grateful...and always will be...

as I stand on this end of the rainbow...you'll always be connected to me at the other end through these magnificent colors as I see you standing on that pot of gold that is your heart....

((((BIG HUGS FOR THE BROOM)))))