Yesterday was another of those days where emotion was accepted, an oppotunity to shed emotion and tears that may not have been related to the said tragic event............but an oppotunity to express your loss grief/upset...in the shadow of a world wide loss.

Michael Jacksons death,,,has given me the oppotunity to cry three months of tears..............pain, inner turmiol....

his music unlocked memories and feelings that although years old..........are as true today as they were then..............

sadly when the world arround you is the problem, or more so those in it..........there is only one song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C1lbOgBtE3w

last sunday was fathers day in the UK ...also the 13th anniversary of my fathers death....and the longest day too boot................

i'm running out of steam in my job

my wife also has work problems

a CLOSE RELATIVE tried to kill themseleves a month ago

the fallout...keeps falling

this house..is getting the backlash...why god only knows............

and the stress just keeps on dripping............................


i hear the below song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asfiKvQxbnM

miss my dad........................miss peace............&.happiness................

and trust in god im not alone.

David