hey you,
i don't have much to offer on the topic as i deal with guilt too. but, you really are a beautiful person and we will help you through the hard times. i know i haven't been around much, but i'm still around to talk to. message me anytime.

the other thing is, the question of "what if" can go on FOREVER. and if you didn't do something, then something else in place could have happened...something better? maybe. something worse? maybe.

the chances of good and bad things happening are equally likely.

does that make sense? i'm not doing a very good job of explaining myself. sorry.

it's hard to cast judgment on choices you make because, no matter what the current outcome is, you don't know what the outcome would have been had you made a different choice.

all i know is that the choices you've made in the past have led you and I to meet eachother. so i feel pretty blessed. maybe if you didn't make those choices, that would never have happened.

try and get some sleep tonight

manda