Thank you.... she passed away overnight or early this morning.

I didn't really know my grandmother but feel I should go to the viewing/funeral in support of my dad, aunt, and uncles.

I just map quested it... and it's a 2hr and 40 min drive each way...
and there isn't a good way to get there from here... all state highways with lots of hills and curves... in the rain this could be very interesting.

Unfortunately there is no one who can drive me... all of my brothers and sisters have a car load with their families and none of the older nieces have a driver license yet.... so.. i'm on my own.

I do have 1 cd that keeps me relaxed so i will probably play it over and over.

meds to relax or help with pain probably wouldn't be a good idea to take and drive... i'll just have to figure something out for the pain when i get back here... so if ya'll hear someone screaming very very loudly tomorrow evening it's just me.