Erin524 |
02-26-2011 04:44 AM |
You know what's weird Craig, when I've told a few people (relatives who are also in the medical field) that I keep a log (most of the time) of my symptoms, I get comments that I'm "making the symptoms stay" by concentrating on them. It ticks me off, because they're basically saying that I should just be a "good little patient and listen to my doctor and not go looking stuff up".
My neuro really hasnt done much for me except answer questions and give me a couple of Rx's for steroids, a couple of rounds of IVSM and a Rx for migraine meds.
If I look up research about new treatments or medications, or print something out for him so I can ask him questions about it. I pretty much get blown off or I get the hairy eyeball from him. (regular doctor does that too, but at least the regular doctor gives me fun stuff like PT to do. Regular doc also will listen to me first before telling me "NO!")
Sometimes I get the feeling that my neuro doesnt like informed patients. I'm giving him informed consent to treat me, I should at least be actually informed and self-educated about the treatments that I might want to try or he might want to give me.
When I've actually shown a printout of the symptom diary to my neuro, the guy just ignores it, and I wouldnt be surprised if it ends up in his "outgoing file" after I leave. So, I quit wasting the ink and paper on him. Still, at least keeping a log helps me remember when things start, so that when the neuro DOES actually want to know how long some MS crap has been going on, I can tell him.
I had been keeping little notes on the calendar on my iMac because my Windows computer has issues with Word lately, but hadnt figured out a way to transfer the information in the iMac calendar to anything or print it out. (our printer set up at home sucks) and I just this week figured out how to sync the calendar to my iTouch. So at least now I can look stuff up whenever I want to, since the Touch is pretty much strapped to my hand all the time. (just wait till I get an iPad...I'm hoping for the smaller iPad2 that's rumored to be coming...I'll have a whole diary of symptoms on that thing)
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