it's crazy families. I swear.

Think about it. Besides, MS what is the one thing we all have in common??

YUP!!

Sorry, been dealing with crazy family stuff and I have realized there is not possible way to salvage certain relationships and my shrink may be right. It is a shame when your own shrink tells you that your sister is toxic and for the sake of your own sanity you should walk away.

I was questioning this, and felt very guilty about it. I have some weird guilt that i carry because we don't like one another and have nothing in common. But I realized lately that i really am better off not to have her in my life unless she gets off of the downward spiral she has been on for the last 20 years.

I have also realized that my disappointment in her is my own fault because I keep expecting something other than failure out her and out of our relationship. I am just done. I have to stop beating myself up over things and people that I have no control of and cannot change.