[Blessings2You]

How long has it been since I had a whiny spell? Long enough, I hope?

What a screwy disease. I swear everybody I know either knows somebody who's had MS for thirty years and still works 60 hours a week and has a life, or knows somebody who has MS and is completely incapacitated. I'm neither, of course.

I was just talking with my sister-in-law whom I LOVE TO DEATH, and trying to explain that we just don't make plans, especially for late in the day (read: after 3:00, back home time).

And you know, she wasn't angry, she wasn't insensitive, she wasn't pushy...she was just...I don't know, kind of puzzled and maybe a little hurt that she couldn't make it better for us, or really understand where I'm coming from.

Why should she? I wouldn't have, fifteen years ago. And my Dad HAD MS!! It's just frustrating sometimes. And it's not about the other people, it's about me. Just want to to hide under the bed and wear my "I SUCK" tee shirt.