[doydie]

I know it's selfish of me but yet another birthday and nothing. My husband wished me happy birthday and that is it. I have gotten absolutley tons of birthday wishes on facebook from people I don't even know except for egg buddies. some of them are dear relationships.But nothing from my family. I know the day is still young but I also know it won't change at the end of the day. It was really bad for me last year because Mom was laying in the bed in a hospice and she didn't realize it was my birhtday. But I just hate myself for feeling this way