Hello everybody. I have not been around very much recently but did come a little while ago. I'm sure you all know it but MS is really giving me a hard time right now and wanted to let somebody know. I am not going through an exacerbation, I have been off all meds for the past 7 or 8 months, changed my diet (which has really helped a lot) and am now waiting on the new oral med for MS. The point of this post is about how frustrating MS has been, I'm tired of falling down, my leg muscles have shrunk dramatically, I fight with all I have each day just to get out of bed in the morning. It takes all I can muster. I am NOT suicidal or depressed at all it is just difficult. I am young. I'm only 38, have a great job and love to work. I don't know what it will take to be considered disabled and not able to work. I've been in trouble a number of times at work because of how MS is messing with my brain. I just wanted to let others know my thoughts and get others ideas. What do you do when you are in that spot in life while living with MS?
Thank you all,

Eric