[doydie]

I know each of us have our own individual needs and some of you may not understand mine. But I need prayers tomorrow.

I made a choice on my own, a good many years ago to stop going to church. Not because I had no belief system. That wasn't it at all. I just allowed MS and my husband to let life get in the way and it became easier and easier for me not to set that alarm. I let my Mom go to her death bed with a broken heart over it. I was fully aware over what I was doing to her but I was stubborn.

But I have found a church and very much enjoy going back to it. Singing in the choir was such an important part of my walk with God. He gave me a voice and I used it for Him. But it has been a long time. Even when I was going to church I had stopped singing in the choir because I was was out of shape. Well now almost 60 pounds lighter and in much better shape I am doing OK enough that I am giving it a try again. But I am still very nervous about it. So tomorrow I am going to sing in the choir for the first tie in many years. I have only been to one choir practice and really don't know the music very well so will keep my voice as quiet as possible. When I know my music I have to make a concerted effort to sing a little quieter!!! Thanks for listening