Earl,
My heart goes out to you and your situation with your dog. I'm so sorry, that hurts really bad to loose your best buddy like that. Sometimes life is just not fair.

Saying a prayer for you, your wife and your dear dog.

God bless you!!

Like you said, Earl, everyone has to vent sometimes. We've all been there, most of us are still there..You and your family are in my thoughts & prayers..

I really thank everyone for their support.

Hunter (dear dog) is not wincing in pain or acting like he did Friday morning but he is still not himself, only eating half of his food (normally he licks the bowl for 10 min to make sure no molecules are left) and he is not "happy happy" all time. He IS following me everywhere like he normally does.

At this point in life, I am not caring anymore, as much as I do for other people, as much as I GIVE, I just don't care anymore.

Agoraphobia sounds like a good idea right now. Why leave the house? everything I need can be delivered. Maybe I should just sell my van and stay home. I just want to SLEEP.

Anyway, see, this almost turned into another vent....gotta go. bye

and THANKS for caring.

Hey Dave, I am sorry things are going to roughly these days.

Earl, I hear you ... sometimes what gets thrown at us can be just too much. You have my prayers for your situation.

I wanted to leave you with a little food for thought and a little humor I found ----> http://youtube.com/watch?v=whx9hDJQj70 .

I have been keeping you and your family in my prayers; that things turn around for you all and quickly.

Continuing to keep you in my thoughts and prayers, Earl..

Here's some chocolate...

Keeping you (and your puppy) in my prayers, Earl. Like my Dad used to tell me......we weren't promised a smooth ride - just a safe landing. I know that doesn't help much but I do understand where you're coming from. I hope something good happens for you soon.