Aww sweetie, your gonna be ok.

Carolyn

I didn't either, after being alone for so long... I worried about "adjusting" to living with another person...

but stranger things have happened, I recently fell in love, and got remarried (7-7-7), and....... guess what?

I STILL ponder!

I constantly ponder that if he gets injured, I won't be able to drive him to the hospital, or walk to a neighbor's and get help.

I ponder about our vehicle... will it break down in the middle of nowhere? and will I expire from exposure to the elements?



I ponder that perhaps, with the economy in its present shape, we will not make it in a foreign country, and be reduced to paupery.

I ponder regarding the US... will they go bankrupt? (an unprecedented 25 banks have FAILED this year!) and will my Social Security stop coming?

I ponder that perhaps he will tire of a cranky, in-constant-pain, middle-aged, disabled woman, and seek solace in the arms of a strong, healthy, able and willing young lady.

the pondering doesn't magically end with being married...

I know!! I've gotten so used to being home alone most of the time that when the boys are home and making all sorts of racket I just have to retreat to my bedroom and close the door. I feel like an old grouch....but I have to admit that since being dx with MS noise has bothered me much more than it did before.

Sometimes it concerns me how much I enjoy having my peace and quiet....no drama....no excitement....just calm and relaxing.

Sheesh, Kay Stop all that pondering, right now!!