[Dejibo]

I have survived a long hard winter here in the back woods of NH. snow hip deep, snow mobile parking for the grocery stores, and restaurants is common here. The empty towns, and the non existant lines in the grocery stores, and social places are great, but you reach a point of longing for the warm sun on your face, and want to step outside without a 20 minute dressing routine that includes wrapping a scarf around your face so your nose doesnt freeze off. Be careful what you wish for.

The warmth is back, with a vengence. It was 86 here yesterday. I took a walk in the early morning, before the heat had a chance to kick off. My son arrived with his bubbly g/f and was raring to go out to go cart racers, or mini golf, or an ice cream or watch a ball game...nope! not me! I missed out on the day, and stayed in the cooler house.

Got up late today, and by the time i got out to walk it was already quite warm out. I walked half my normal route, and was drenched in sweat, and completely exhausted by the time I got back to the house. My mind is drained of any function, and I feel like a jelly fish upon the shore. Just poke me with a stick, and walk on by me.

I miss being able to play in the sun, on the beach, watch a game, or simply hang out with buddies on a warm day. I have found myself hidden in my house screaming at the hubby to get the AC out of the closet.

How sad is this? I miss my life.