uggggggggggggg

I typed out a venting and now my puter died, top off the crap!!

long story short, tired of having to say NO to the things I enjoy in life, just so my body mmakes it for work!!! sick of it!!

I could go golfing like I wanted to tonight, but know tired now, so by tomorrow at work I would risk the way overtired and vertigo attack crap...

just tired of giving up stuff, for work!! but have to work full time, as hubby just lost his job as his dept. closed ugggg

and I get grumpy and come across to others wrong lately... anyhow going to go outside and rest on a lawn chair, and try not to get teary eyed.. must be overtired now...hugssss, sarah

(((((Sarah)))))

I'm sorry, Sarah. I know the situation must be overwhelming at times. I hope DH finds another job but I know the job situation isn't good in many places - it's terrible here in the south.

Just wanted to leave you a and tell you that I hope things look a little brighter tomorrow.

Hang in there.

I hear you Sarah, Honey and it STINKS!!


Sending some..

its hard to keep giving from and empty cup, and this stupid disease runs around poking holes in peoples cups. Just when you think you have 6oz, you look down and see a drip drip drip and you are not even giving your cup full away, and lose half of it. I HATE THIS DISEASE!

I do hope you find some time to rest, and refill that cup. If your DH is home, perhaps he can pick up some of the chores there, or cook. that way you have less to do when you get home. The paycheck is important to get into the house, but so is taking care of the breadwinner. I swear, men in the 1940s and 50s had the right idea. They hired (married) a housekeeper, cook, nanny, book keeper, decorator, party planner, vacation maker, and so on, simply by slipping a ring on their finger. instant managed life. I want a house wife of my own!

I hope you find some peace, some rest, and some YOU time.

Ah Sarah,You deserve the best, not always given. Wish you trail was nothing but smooth. Of anyone, I think you deserve this. I've read your posts for years (at the old place too ) and think you one of the best. But sometimes life is just mean and terrible. No fair.

I really feel for you, sweetie.

With a housefull of little kids, FT job, you really take it all like a champ.

When you have a down day you go ahead and say so.


I don't know how the heck you manage. And I do know how hard it makes it not even knowing what to call whatever it is that's making things so stinkin' hard.

Come here baby, you just need to sit right here on Momma's big ole lap and get a hug...that's right baby, let's jest rock those worries away...

I know baby, it ain't easy, it sho gets tirin, nobody knows squat nor Jack, doctor's supposed to know and can't tell shat from knats...jest close yer eyes baby and rest, rock, close yer eyes, rest, and rock...

You have more strength than most, doing as much as you do, shhshush..rest, rock, rest...

Oh, I hear you. It can really suck, that's for sure.

No, it isn't easy, and "venting" is a major requirement to get through the difficult times.

I'm so sorry, Sarah. Just know we understand. I so wish things would be different for all of us, but I'm so glad we have each other. Hang in there. I know how hard it is.