Hi friends,
I am just sad today. I really miss De. I am sooooo use to running her everyday to so many appointments, tragedies like ingrown toenails, abscess tooth, PM appointments, mental health issues, even her calling at least dozens of times a day and trips next door to see me, or me her.

The emptiness is setting in. I go down everyday, I have her cats here, everyone avoids the subject, their way to cope and keep me from crying.

I hate hurting so much, I miss her
I do love the support prayers and friends that have carried me, you’re so valuable. I just am having a bad day today.
My ex is beyond even being human; looking for money from welfare and social security to reduce his obligation. I am so heartbroken, he is looking to save him self money.

My husband told me to call, and they say well her father (MY EX) already did!

Say a prayer and send a hug,
Love
Di

DiMarie

my prayers are lifted for you.

we love you

Cheri

Di, I suppose you will have many up and down times for quite awhile. Such a long time of the care given and now an abrupt change and the loss of De.
we are here to listen and help if we can, we always care about you.

Di,
I am so sorry that your heart is empty and broken. It always seems that the weeks and months that follow sometimes can be the hardest. The house is empty and our everyday busy trips and visits are no longer there. Maybe if you can just try to stay busy that might help you out a little.
Your so sweet and I know how everyone here wants to help you heal..
Your in my prayer that your heart will heal with time and your emptiness will be filled with wonderful memories and busy moments.
Many gentle hugs my dear friend..
We do all Love you..
Dawn

Dear Di,

I am so sorry you are having a rough time. My heart and prayers go out to you. We all adore you so much and want to help in anyway we can. I know the emptiness is hard. Give yourself some time to grieve and heal. We are here for you.

Sending hugs your way

Di, my prayers and thoughts will be on you today. You will come through this.


Anne

awww sweety...you have my love and lots of prayers.

tell us a funny story about de from grade school. i know my kiddo's don't think all the things they did or said were funny at the time, but we sure do now.

one of the funny things i remember about my brother from 6th grade. he was the shortest. and hyper. oh my goodness could that boy drive a teacher and his class nuts. he had the most awesome teacher that year.

when she could sense that he was ansy and gonna cause trouble...she send him out to go run around the playground. lol. i would see him from my classroom...running and running. it sure worked. he got straight a's. he ended up being 6 ft tall.

there will be days like this. i know. but many of us understand and will always be here for you. i'm really sorry about your x. it's just the way some people are. they will never change. all we can do is pray for them and not let them bourdon our hearts.