[gibbrn]

Ok guys need to vent hard core!!!

between our wsib...comp and insurance and doctors and the mess of being tossed out on my *** by my so called "family" (not even GOING THERE) and having to think about packing for our move to Calgary in two weeks ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

ok I am feeling the smoke coming out of my ears!!! I can't take the pain, the stress of regular life nevermind all the rubbish inbetween like comp and the docs.....I have had it up the top of my head not that I could put my damn hand there to show you where I am anyhow!!!! oh this had better get better after the move.

I can't take anything!!!!! little things make me blow my lid...ok so not me I can keeep it together in a hurricaine..not that I have had to well life wise yes, but what ya'll put up with in Fla...no way.....anyhow I feel so sorry for my guy....even got my nails put on never had fake ones...acrylic but love them and will never go to real nails never really had real ones anyhow....can't feel good might as well look good!!!!! LOL!!!!!!!!!!

Poor Marc (DH ...or soon to be why nails were done...) but not that he would want to be with me the total witch with a b that I a being to him....Everything is huge to me...ok need perspective but too much stress to get that back...shower in the am??? what is that go out and shop for groceries??? nope, clean...hhahahahhahahahahah damn life!!! too bad i love life this much and have good support and a guy with arms as wide as the world he holds me and I forget all, but he is so busy with projects two works to be published one a masters thesis and then work on top of the job in Calgary and dealing wiht the move.....

at least I set up our cable, phone, internet, gas, hydro and water for the move...so we won't have soggy icecream....priorities.....lol.....I can laugh, but not enough these days all little things set me off like a cannon!!!!!!!!

ok feeeling a little better now after this vent, just can't feel my face and my arm is like a burning hellish piece of meat that doesn't belong to me!!!!

love ya'll.....
thanks for listening(reading).....
love and hugs to all and by the way I am in need of some myself so am starting a collection please send them my way and I don't care if you can't get your arms around me just put your hand on my ....whatever decent part you can reach...lol. or forehead to forehead that actually is very soothing try it with someone.... love to you all,
Victoria
xo