how many of you feel depressed? Somedays I feel like I can't tolerate another day of this nonsense. Ive been enduring this for 4 years now and its cost me more than I can stomach sometimes. I know its counter-productive to be negative about the whole situation, but, well, sometimes I just feel like things are so screwed up in the world and I wind up spending hours feeling sorry for myself about this whole TOS/RSI thing. It doesn't help that the people around me treat me like a hypochondriac.

The pain really spirals me out of control sometimes. I can't imagine having this be my reality in 5 years time. I want to get better, I want to be able to work without feeling like my chest is crushing itself, etc. Sigh.