[eponagirl]

Can anyone relate to this? I wrote on another thread about my accident and PCS approx 8 weeks ago. It feels like in some ways I am getting better, but I am frustrated today and a little freaked out (as frequently happens to me when some "new" symptom seems to appear).

Here's my scenario: I am trained in equine hoof care and natural horse care, etc (not professional, but did intensive training last year). Well, today I was cleaning my horse's feet out and noticed his feet look awful (they have not been under their normal care since my accident)...here's the relevant part:

I can see his problem and intuitively know it is not good, but the actual information (such as "he's got suchandsuch and the hooves should be trimmed in soandso a manner...") is just rolling around in my head taunting me to try get the answers into something helpful and accurate. I've been looking online for pictures of what he has and am trying to read my books, but the info is just NOT getting through...it is a little freaky and reminds me of the other day when I had to slowly look at giving change and had to look at the money and have someone else help me get it all right. I don't have any other mental disabilities since this all started, but maybe in certain situations I do??

Does any of this make any sense to anyone out there?