[Tengboche]

Ok, this is a horrible thing for me to admit, much less put it out there but I just have to.

Summary: PCS, MVA 11 months ago, off work on short term disability and soon to go to long term disability.

I had a small stressfull event today which really isn't a big deal but it set me off immensly.

I had to go to my dr to get him to re-do a form. While waiting in the very full waiting room, I was in the "fog", had a huge headache and just felt stressed. There was a woman sitting next to me with a toddler on her lap. The toddler had a soother in his mouth and kept making a moaning sound over and over again.

It took every ounce of energy that I had not to punch this baby! I can't believe that this was my reaction! I obviously didn't, and was relieved when the lady left the waiting room.

When I got into the dr's office, I started to cry. I have since resolved the paperwork that started this whole temper tantrum that I had but just can't get over how angry and violent I felt.

I guess that this is just further proof that I am not ready to go back to work to a very busy and stressful job full time! I want to work, and am trying to do some part time hours when I can, but this worries me a bit!


Is this common? I have felt like this at home in the past few months, but never out in public.

Im just so fed up.