I found myself in tears earlier, literally just bawling thinking and hoping that my future is going to turn out better than me being some guy stuck on pills to help with anxiety for the rest of my life.

I mean i know there is therapy for these kinds of things, but i really dont have the money for any of these things. I'm 18 and currently living with my parents and i thank god for having such great parents but they really have a tight budget.

I feel so useless not being able to do anything to help but simple tasks around the house like cleaning, laundry, and dishes. And the fact that i feel horrible most of the time makes simple tasks such as these hard to do. Is there something i can do maybe possibly get on welfare or anything to help my parents out, and help me get the help i need?

Anxiety really has been kickin me in the butt lately, the past couple of days i have felt so on edge and worried about things that shouldn't be worried about. But its so hard to break that train of thought..

This is actually also the first time i have been so depressed to that it brought me to tears for a good 20 minutes. Right now im really just trying to think of the better things in life than to worry.

All advice is deeply appreciated and welcomed, i just really dont know what to do..Im to young for this crap to be already happening to me, i know im not alone in this matter and i feel for those who suffer/suffered through the same thing, it really is just awful.