[RJam]

So this is my first time really posting about my story! I've been recovering from PCS for 27 months now... My last concussion was december 2 of 2012. I had to leave work and leave university and return home. I just started taking a single class at university back in Jan of this year.

I'm actually pretty happy with how my grades have been for this one class. Although it takes more work and I can't imagine having a second class on top of the one i'm taking. It already requires so much time to study because I can only study when I don't have a bad headache. (I have had a headache for 27 months straight so it only ever varies from slight to painful).

Basically i'm wondering what you guys think I should do. I work about 20 hours a week and in my job i basically walk around outside. Its fantastic! however I don't see taking more than one class as an option since I already have to push myself to the edge of my limit to do well. So i'm not really sure if I should even bother continuing with my education. As much as I love being in school I don't feel like spending all my time only completing one class at a time. On the other hand i'm not sure exactly of what job opportunities i can even hope to have without finishing my schooling. I was halfway through my third year so i still have 20 classes to take. one at a time would mean I would be in school for 10 more years at least :/

I'm beginning to get really angry and frustrated more and more often because I am very very tired of having a headache. I'm also very tired of every body assuming I am able to keep up with them. I find it hard to say no when people invite me to go bowling for example because I spent so long doing absolutely nothing. now its like I study work sleep. Which of course is a normal student schedule but I spend all my time studying for one class whereas my peers are doing five. and working and still have time to go out and do things.

I'm not sure if I am making any sense i'm not in a good mood

Thanks for reading friends