Mark I understand totally we can not look back and not look forward we have to stay in the moment it sux and is a hard way to live in the "unknown" future. I wish you my best and I am here with you and the rest of the group:grouphug:

thanks. just woke up with chills and cold sweats with my body shaking and heart going crazy. don't understand whatis gong on with my body. I don't know what to do anymore.