I was just laying down and went to go stand up the other day to look out of my window. After a few seconds I started losing my vision. Everything started going black until I could barely see. I started screaming for my mom and she came in and my vision returned. I was crying and shaking uncontrollably. WTF was that. I cant take it anymore I cant f***ing do this. See, I always tell my doctors/therpists that I'm afraid to do things because I'm afraid I'm going to faint or something. I'm constantly told "You are NOT going to faint. If you were going to faint it would have happened already." Okay, then what the hell do you call THAT!? Now I'm even more afraid. I took my bp about 10 minutes after the episode and it was 110/63