[willgardner]

Hello friends,

I had a horrible relapse and developed scary symptoms. I have not been able to use computer at all, and I can only use it very briefly at a time. I am not here to discuss my symptoms. However, I just wanted to say that despite the darkest moments we must not give up. Hold on to the possibility that you will recover. Do not talk yourself out of that possibility in your weakest moments. No feeling, no symptom, no diagnosis should talk you out of the possibility of your complete recovery. Finally, do not ask for the permission from science to recover. Science changes all the time. Recover, and have scientists study you. We can do this.