Hello everyone,

I have been feeling quite well for the pas 4-5 months, no real major issues small stuff, have been able to workout to high exertion as well as recreationally read for extended periods, anxiety has been kept at bay minor headaches. Most of all I have managed to be a good family man.

But as of late I have been experiencing a spike in anxiety as well as headaches and double vision, reason being I am returning to training for work, currently I work in the company in a pretty low stress environment. The return to work requires me to be physical active at a really high level and then work on technical skills followed by computer work for a few hours, this is all part of a test to get me back to where I want to be. Now obviously it has to be related.

However I have been cleared by numerous doctors including one saying no restrictions, and honestly I didn't anticipate these problems at all. I feel like maybe I have been managing these issues in that environment and that all was not good in the old brain.


This really is a long way of asking is it possible I still have some sort of damage , it's almost 3 years, I meditate sleep exercise take vitamins most everything and can't seem to get by this stuff, it feels to me that something isn't right. I want to get back to this job, and would be really disappointed if I couldn't, however I am not willing to sacrifice my home time with family for it. I am in the middle of what is a very hard decision, employment is not an issue I will remained employed just not in my "dream job" any advice or information is appreciated.

I'm going to keep working at it but is this possibly something I can't work through? I also don't want to feel like a quitter or that I gave up