e-head,
What a great blog about the emotional experience and affect of PCS. The tentative instinct that seems to follow this kind of trauma, can be frustrating and make you feel that you no longer can live life to the fullest. It is like you are robbed of spontanious precarious living. I see this with my son, he does not want to speak of his vulnerability. He wants to be tough and strong. The good news is that you are recovering quicker. I have been suspicious that any set backs, can bounce quicker back to hopefully baseline. The fear and shock that you were back in that awfull PCS boat, had to be too much for your spirit to cope with. Hopefully sharing this helped you and it was so well communicated.
Thanks,
Nancy