I wish you were in Colorado, there's a guy out here that does really amazing light therapy for PTSD (the therapy is of his own design, so it's not like EMDR that's done all over the country). Before I did his therapy, I was pretty much in a constant state of high anxiety and was experiencing 5-15 acute panic attacks a day, and of course not sleeping well at all. Afterwards, my anxiety was markedly lower, and the therapies I'd been doing for years suddenly started working really well.

Obviously I'm still not in a very good place, but my life is astronomically easier than it was before I did the stuff.

If you want to check out his hideous website it's at www.fightorflighttherapy.com, but I reiterate, the website is U-G-L-Y! If it really strikes a chord with you, he does see people from out of town pretty regularly. Just thought I'd throw this into the therapy options pot for you folks.

My husband will be there next week- maybe I can have him get the therapy on my behalf?

I'm kidding, of course- I'm not THAT far gone! tee hee.

I'll look into it because this is awfully annoying. (I use that word a lot lately)