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Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: New Zealand
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Location: New Zealand
Posts: 317
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Depression with PCS
Well after all this time ( and it is exactly 6 and half years today) I have lost my self control and am what you might call tearful - like constantly. I seem to be kind of ok until I see somebody I know - managed to get the groceries without crying, even had a pedicure without crying. Groan!!!!!!
The trigger was or maybe the last straw was - a client fired me!! (And it was not beause of my work - it was my employers charge out rate) So I burst into tears (not in front of him as it happenned on the telephone - thank goodness) - ugh - no self control - I have lost that totally - and it is horrible - went home cried more - and more and here it is 4 days later. Never before in my life has this been - compared to what I was like just after Christmas this is 100 times worse.
The doctor is going to change my pills when I go back to see him this afternoon. It is weird as I can still see things that are funny and say funny things.
So now there is discussion about me not working any more - my boss has said that I can have a years holiday if I want - underneath it all I know that it will not fix me.
Is there anybody else that has been like this?
Lynlee
Last edited by Lucy; 01-31-2008 at 04:54 PM.
Reason: spelling
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