love and hugs to everyone.

my memory gets me into a lot of trouble for insulting folks by not really knowing who they are.

and i shamefully still got a lot of anger in me for the abuse as a child that hurt my head this bad.

cry when i gotta be introduced to my own kids too.

so....i figure...i struggle with this stuff bad most days and wish i could let friends hug me...but can't...but i figure maybe y'all could use a virtual hug...or maybe somebody could so...

hi ya I just wanna say its not shameful to have anger and mistrust and that your mood is fearful given what you have been through and a disability is just that !, be it memory/ mobility/ or any other, and its not our fault but it is harder to except when the damage was inflicted by another I hope the UK system is giving you the support you deserve and you find support here at NT

vini

hi vini, support here is poor. maybe coz it's inner city. i do have a very good social worker who tries her best to help however she can which is most appreciated.

thanx for your words, i have always struggled to understand my head damage and that it's not my fault. maybe as i was a child at the time and my father would not allow proper medical help or aftercare coz it was against his cult beliefs. so i grew up very confused as to what had happened to me and thinking it was my fault coz help wasn't allowed. so thank you for re-inforcing for me that damage is damage and not my fault.

peace and love to you
roz
xx