Mine was either the night of my intial forearm to the temple after the wrestling match or the day after anyhow me being an idiot ''at the time'' i was smoking marijuana [which i have quit 16 months wooo] anyhow after i got high i started freaking out in a panic and i belive that on that night the weed did something to my brain b\c i never panicked like that before as days grew on and time passed it got worse and worse.i can remember sitting at a Food Lion parking Lot and being in a fogggy daze thinking whats going on,anyhow the first day it full throttle hit was November 29th of 2007 and it just hit out of nowhere i called my dad crying saying i had no clue what was going on and that i thought i was going crazy after staying out of the ring and only a few days later ''it ended'' so me being a wrestler i jumped back in the ring with precaution took no head shots but ''bumped'' aka basicaally just falling suplexes etc...then it came back again and this pattern went on and on until finally i retired from the sport at only 26 years old now it comes and goes but i can live normally but my most alarming memory and the one that woke up people was during the 2007 SEC Championship where my beloved UT Vols took on LSU Tigers and during the game i broke down crying to my father it was then that he knew something bad was wrong and to top it all of UT lost on that night lol but yeah my first experiences were awful but now it has gottten somewhat better my PTSD and or depression makes it worse but i live now like i am the way i am,and i am prepared to finish my life like this if thats gods plans.......thanks for taking the time to read this peace