If I do this wrong, I'm sorry - first time responding to a thread here, and it looks a bit odd I just found this site and read your post and went, "There it is! Someone like me!" My husband is a full-time student and works thirty hours per week, and we have three kids - he ain't the one holding the homestead together, you know? But lately, well, he's having to try. I'm exhausted. I'm angry at all I feel has been taken from me so suddenly - and I'm overwhelmed by anything that isn't just getting through the pain. I'm taking Tegretol and Neurontin and I haven't had a pain-free day in over a month - 38 days, to be precise. I can't wrestle with my kiddos or go ride a sled with them, I can't eat and I don't WANT to drink but my guy insists. I feel robbed, I feel angry, and I feel too overwhelmed to do anything about it. And right now, I feel lightening on the left side of my face that makes me want to scream. Who decided we should have this, and what the HECK did we do to make them mad?!