[Burntmarshmallow]

okay held the complaining in but some has to slip out... just a little.
First went to have my yr. check up my girls too . so first thing in morn on school day. I go first in back strip sit there with that goffy butt ugly gown, for like 20 mins. aid girl comes in says we cant see the girls today a yr has not gone by and so must wait another 3 months. so fine she leaves I sit for another 10 mins.. she comes back and cant see me either . so I dress leave.
okay here is the thing it is cold out and my right side did a iceburg frezze up.
I didnt know till I walked into middle school office and my face was stuck . the lady looks at me before I could say anything she tells me to put my claws back in we dont go there. I was so ticked off she said that. and so tied of trying to explaine . my face has not done iceburg freeze up so much as the last few months. maybe this is going to be the normal thing now?? I wonder since this is a only gets worse but never better illness how quick is the decline? of corse I know thats a foolish question as everyone is diffrent .
More tests for hub too . at least Sat the sleep thing is on and that is a plus as I wont be having to wake him every night all night when he stops breathing in sleep. if someone you know snores make sure it isnt something more!!!....
okay could go on but steaming about my iceburge freeze ups and tests tests for hub... is enough to lift the load a bit.I just wanted my family all ready to travel this June July ... ... I want my face to work ... I dont want this iceburge freeze up to be the thing now but if it is ... I better smile maybe it will freeze in that postion . ha ha haaaaa