Hunter I agree with Ginnie dont go to school---u need to get your symptoms back on track as well as your sleep. Your on emotional overload right now and need to wind down from all the stress and pain. Talk to you mom tell her how difficult thing are going for you now-- and your cant handle going to school right now. Let us know how things go today --we all care about you!!:hug:

I still am weak, and dont feel very good. i just want to sleep, but im still in school. everyone wants me to stay in school. ive also had two attacks while here at school. is it strange to have attacks while washing hands? because ive had several attacks triggered by this. but wenever i tell them, they tell me to suck it up, i only have a couple of months left. i get extremely angry wen told this. and they dont understand, im in agony here. i tried convincing them to just let me take a online course but no. apparently thats not good enough for them. i have to live up to their standards. thanks everyone its warming to know i have you behind me:grouphug:

Hunter im sorry wish i had something to say about your pain --i know tn can be a real challenge have u talked to any other memebers with the disease yet? Your in my thoughts and i just hope something helps you catch a break --i hate to hear u suffer daily.

Hi Hunter
 

Why won't your folks let you quit for now, get the problems resolved and then make it up in summer school.? There are many ways to get your education. Why don't you tell them to finish your education at home by home schooling??????? Ya know, that is an option. It would require something of giving from your parents. I am a bit annoyed myself for you. You can indeed finish up this year from home where there is less stress. Can you approach your family with that suggestion? We are here for you. You have your books, you know what is left.
I remember as a child I was really sick for about three months. Every day at school. The nuns were ticked at me and so were my parents. They thought I was faking it to get out of school too. Well, finally at the doctors they thought I had lukemia. Turns out it was bad epson barr, or mono. I was out of school for 5 months, and in bed most of that time. I wasn't real thrilled at how I was treated either. I was just a kid, why would I thow up intentionally infront of my classmates who were teasing me about being sick everyday?. That is why I feel for you. I know what is is like to go to school sick, and be ostrisized by everyone. I wish I could do more than offer kind support. ginnie:hug:

Well I have so little school left, they don't want to take me out....which I suppose is a good enough reason for them... But I will try. Like I have a choice. But at least I have a fellow sufferer close by. Her TN isn't as bad but she's had it much longer. and No worries. Just you being here is a great help:) :hug:

Hi Hunter
 

I am sorry to hear that you are having such a hard time, is there ant way that you could take your finals and end school year early? I do hope that you find some releaf soon:hug::hug:

Unfortunately, even with only 2.5 credits left in just English, they just won't allow for it. My principal told me last week she will no longer accommodate me. Not like she has been lately. We are trying to get it so I only have morning classes or just English. But I still just think the best thing for me, is dropping out. I don't like it, but I hurt worse, meds aren't working, i'm getting emotional again, and plus even when I do go to School I find out later that they say that they(the principal) find me threatening. All because I wore a 'trenchcoat' to school. Yes well, that Trenchcoat was my favorite LONGCOAT that I got from good will for 8 dollars

Well u need that to graduate right?? or what do u have to finish in summer? Im sorry your getting emotional--most off that your in pain --did u let them know meds not working for --you maybe they need to adjust the meds. Try to stay calm my friend-- stress will make things more intense. Trenchcoat thing is stupid ---people make much to do about nothing maybe they never seen movie breakfast club --lol.

Yes that's all I require to graduate as of right now. Oh and another reason I can't use the online class is because they won't let me do one independent class by itself. And yea, my parents are starting to slowly understand I need to get out asap. And haha yea probably not

Yes that's all I require to graduate as of right now. Oh and another reason I can't use the online class is because they won't let me do one independent class by itself. And yea, my parents are starting to slowly understand that none of these meds are working and I need out asap, just the stress from school is enough to make me have attacks all day anymore. And haha yea probably not, I even felt it was stylish :)

Re: goodwill hunting!
 

Hey hunter, I go to goodwill for all my clothes, towels, just about everything. Good for you for being money frugal.
Wish the school issue would be solved. I don't know why your principal would not make it so you could do the work at home. Doesn't make sense to me, as you have so little to go. Hope it works out for you. ginnie:hug:

I am asking my principal either today or tomorrow whether or not she'll just allow me to Skype into my English, like I did during my West Nile adventure. And yea my principal is being highly uncooperative, "she did a total 180" in my counselors words. And yea I saw it there and it was a perfect fit, which is rare! Im 6' 0" with monkey arms (thats what my mom has always told me) haha its really hard to find clothes that fit me.

My parents just say they want to make sure I have a future(by making sure i get my diploma), but i want to make sure i live through the present. I understand their concern but still. I am in so much pain, I just don't know how my mom can see me in this much pain everyday and still send me to school. even when I'm in tears, moaning in pain, and gripping my face. That's exactly what happened this morning, I woke up at 5:15 and walk down stairs in enough pain to cause me to moan. A sound i didn't even no I made. By the time it was time to leave for school I was begging my mom not to make me go, and I mean begging. I got her to give me two Vicodin which she had apparently been hiding from me and been lying about having the entire time I've been in pain. But unfortunately, they didn't work. Either the pain was to intense or It just didn't have an affect. Either way, ineffective, won't be doing it again.

It has to stop, it just has too.

Hugs to all my friends and supporters :grouphug:

Hi hunter
 

I am in your corner. I hope you can skype the class. Your principal should be reminded of the word mercy. Perhaps that is something that isn't in her vocabulary.
If vicoden didn't help at all, you really need that doctor. Someone will help you hunter, just don't give up. School is important, but so is your life, I agree. Move toward getting some outside help, even a councelor may stear you in the right direction. Keep posting, we all care about you. ginnie:grouphug:

Good Morning hunter
 

how are you doing today?I hope you have a grate holiday:hug: :hug:

Good morning
 

hello hunter I hope this finds you doing better have a grate Easter :hug: :hug:

Hello Hunter
 

I hope things are alright with you have not seen a post from you in a while sending good thoughts your way :hug: :hug: