Hunter,
How are you doing today? I have talked to you before on another post. I saw this one and have been worried about you. I know what it is like to live in constant pain. I also know what it is like to not have others believe you. Stay away from negative people. You do not need their uneducated opinion. Have you been to a pain clinic yet? I really hope you have a better day. Just wanted you to know you are in my thoughts. Feel free to talk to me anytime about anything.
Much love to you,
Brain

Hey Hunter --dont be hard on yourself with the public things your dealing with so much more then most kids your age. I think your smart and aware of your feelings --last thing you need is to beat yourself up. Im proud of you for the way your reaching out to cope with all these medical conditions show you have alot inner strength . Which i think is great and rare to see. Best wishes today!!

Knowbody I know wants to be poked with needles in the hospital. That isn't a fun fun experience. Like I said to you school is fun when you feel good. Glad your mom had some empathy for you. Hope you get the care you need. I go to my pain specialist on monday. I know pain too. feel better soon hunter. ginnie

Sorry I've been running around alot lately. Haven't had alot of time to sit and write. The only thing new going on is my furiousity at the school's office has grown. To the extent that I want to harm her. Of course, as a pacifist, I will not lay a finger on her. But anyway, the woman who runs the front desk told us she would send us my school transcript. Well guess what she didn't do. Thus thwarting all of my and my moms efforts to get the Susan Buffet Scholarship in. Single handedly keeping me from receiving a full paid 4 year tuition plan to whatever university I get accepted into. Very few people qualify for it, and I did. But as far as how my TN is, it hurts today and wasn't bad yesterday but I was still weak.

I'm so angry I could spit acid.

wow hunter u must be brilliant ---good for you. im sorry your TN if acting up today

Its not as hard to meet the requirements as i make it sound. Its that my situation has made me a good candidate

Is the doctor who diagnosed you treating you? Is he or she a neurologist? Make sure you are getting the right medical treatment and being taken seriously (make sure the doctor knows how bad it gets).

how are you doing today? I hope that your doing better you are in my thoughts

My main doc (neuro) will be back in a week and is very helpful and unfortunately I had 7 attacks last night and only a couple hours sleep... and am very depressed today. Hysterical crying. I'm trying to get my mom to take me out of school so I don't have to be here wen in tears but they don't want to

If sleep is that disturbed and you are hysterical, don't go to school. Your issues are going to have to be adressed so you can have a more normal life. If you have to, just tell your folks you won't go. I don't like being a disobediant child either, I was on certain occasions in my life. This is one of those times, your own mental and physical state is more important than school. You can always go back to your education. Nobody has to do it within a certain period of time. Sometimes these things get in the way of education, but it is temporary. I do not think you are doing this to get out of school. I do believe you that there is a real issue going on. Maybe you aught to talk to school officials yourself. Your parents need to listen to you. I am in your corner, these are only suggestions, and what I would do if I had a child introuble like that. I think being a parent myself, I would get to the bottom of the issues, before I made my child go back to school crying. What good would you be there anyway? You wouldn't learn anything while in pain.....Keep me posted, I do care. Show your folks this post. I am F and 61 years old and had two children. I think I would believe my kids. xxxginnie