[Burntmarshmallow]

Okay 3 different doc later that makes what 5 ish all toll with this.
My leads have slip off and everything is bunched together in a twisted ball.
Only one doc agreed to do any work on me. With that said … he also explained what I thought he would say and that is. He would need to make cut in same place, and doing that he would have to cut my “glossophar -something nerve”. And that pretty much will add more permante damage to what I have now… even if they had to go in and remove the leads and my neuro stim. None of the docs suggested I be put on meds so that is good I guess I really have run the whole barrel of options for meds and any surgeries.
The good thing is that I at least can snake the leads so that I get about half the coverage
Which is what I have been doing for a while now. And I guess I will stay this way,
Everyone will just have to put up with me. I haven’t gotten another job yet but been doing lots of writing. I had healing touch last week too both of those help.
I wish I could post up my neuro implant diary but the law/ gov. has it in their possession
Since court from car accident. Where my face pain came from. They have things I will never get back. So yeah that about wraps me up in a nut shell.
I hope all of yous have a great weekend , many low pain wishes. Ella ,Jean Tracy and EVERYONE who posted info for m.v.d and tna support, put up stickies ,links....thanks soooo much you guys rock. keep it up!
PEACE PEACE
BMW

p.s. I thi... nooo I wonder when I had this put in I SHOULD NOT have been laying down on back all through it, I should of been sitting up at some point . I was awake through most of it.maybe that would be a suggestion for the next person getting one. Have Doc move head around and be in sitting position at some point durring opperation time.
okay .
Peace