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10-31-2015, 12:59 AM
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happy halloween!
bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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10-31-2015, 03:55 AM
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Happy Hallowe'en, bizi.
Hope the weather clears for you. Dave.
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10-31-2015, 09:56 AM
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(jan 23rd to may 23rd 2015= 121 AF longest in over a year!) May: 24-AF, 4 mod, 3-DD, June 30 days AF! July: 7-AF, 10-mod, 14-DD, (Aug 24th - Oct 28=65 AF). Aug: 8 AF, 15 Mod, 8 DD. Sept 30 AF, Oct 28 AF,
That means I was AF 255 days of the year so far out of 304. That means I drank 49 days this year. that is 16% Wow! I am proud of myself. bizi weight for the year: 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 3-31-15=147, 4-21-15=142.5, 5-22-15=139.5, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=144.5, 10-5-15=141, 10-27-15=138. 10-31-15=140 (TOM) That is 24 pounds lost for the year. 
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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| "Thanks for this!" says: | DejaVu (11-01-2015) |
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11-01-2015, 04:55 PM
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Hi Bizi,
Did you enjoy Halloween? We live in a rather small, quiet neighborhood. We have a few children young enough they love going door-to-door. We have so much fun with them. I did not get to participate much this year. Too much pain. I am looking forward to next year though. I am so impressed with all you are doing for yourself, Bizi! You are managing so well. You give me inspiration.  DejaVu
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| "Thanks for this!" says: | bizi (11-01-2015) |
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11-01-2015, 09:25 PM
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Had a bad first time full ledged panic attack.
WE did our usual haunting nnad I drank 5 beers and after watching incidious 2 the movie...I was all freaked out. very afraid and clinging to jeff. I was afraid of every thing. it was awful. slept with the lights on. jeff helped me but I took a zyprexa 15mg that I had from 2008. I thought what the hello I need to calm down. It worked and zonked me out I was in bed until 4pm. I guess I needed the sleep. I am feeling much better. I hope it was not a psychotic episode..... bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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11-02-2015, 01:55 PM
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Not good, bizi. Panic Attacks are terribly upsetting.
I am glad you are feeling better now, and that you had Jeff there to help you through it at the time. Dave.
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11-02-2015, 06:52 PM
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Bizi, panic attacks are not fun.
It was good that Jeff was there to help.
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11-03-2015, 10:44 AM
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I did make it to the gym last night.
Some how it feels indulgent. I watched tv while there which I don't do at home. Walked 40 minutes about 2.2 miles at 3.5 mph. felt good. I think my hypomania has subsided. I feel like the happy feelings have disappeared.  I got up early today to make chilli. We are having some friends over for dinner. Will see if the social anxiety comes back...I hope not. That was the best thing about the hypomania was not being anxious around people. I wish I could bottle that up. We will have chilli with black beans and beef, and Onions and peppers with shredded sharp cheddar cheese and sour cream on the side. half an avocado corn muffins they are bringing some fruit. they will be here for 6pm. I am on my 3 cup of coffee.... already called my client this morning to let her know that I will be there late, some time between 10 and 10;30. I want plenty of time to shower and curl my hair. I have looked pretty haggard these past few days. It has been that time of the month which I hate.......can't wait to be done with perimenopause! I got caught up with charting last night, it was hard focusing, absent mindedly, I even thru some stamps away but retrieved them out of the trash quickly realizing what I did. sigh I found out that one of my clients passed away on halloween. She was 98 years old and I loved her. She was a nurse during WWII. I just called her daughter and spoke with her. The obit will be in the paper tomorrow for the arrangements. I hope to go to the calling. Thank you for reading and for your support. bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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11-03-2015, 10:02 PM
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We did have a great time with our friends. They brought a huge bowl of cut up fresh fruit. It was delicious!
My girl friend susan found a part time job working retail at a clothing store at the mall... "Talbots", nice clothes laid back work it sounds so perfect for her. Was glad to hear that! I need to get a birthday card for my niece...her birthday is the 5th so it will be late...as usual...Why can't I ever get her her card on time???? Think I will run to the store and pick up a card. Then I have some billing that I should do. And then watch an episode of x-files.... life is good. bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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11-03-2015, 10:45 PM
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Bizi, it sounds to me that you had a good time with your friends (and the meal sounds yummy as well
).I am sorry to read about your client but I think that you acted as a true friend by getting in touch with her daughter.
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